The darkness ...

Darkness wraps around me , my body, my torso. It all around . Taken a female form it does
whispers in my ear. "Take in myself .you and I are one . I surround you. You cannot escape
you cant leave us we are always here . Watching and touching you .Every inch of you . Dont deny its
all around you . Close your eyes, you feel it ? embrace it not fear it ." Eternal darkness . It has many forms
it picks one .. one of your desires a fantasy maybe? Your not to sure.Her beauty and her voice . Very hypnotic
Put you in a trance . Are you drugged or something ? Who knows who cares. You go with it listening to her voice
and feeling her touch .She whispers again... " Ah we meet again trying so hard to refuse , to resist ?
but now giving up ? I can see why , i can smell your pain , feel your fear, taste your anger and hate . Its intoxicating indeed but such a pity ." " All I want
is peace ,i suffered for too long . I have a numb feeling with a chill . I always wake with a cold sweat with a no collection
of any dreams or memories of what goes thru my head " I mutter ..maybe a mumble ..she still understands with a grin .Wrapping her arms around me
not to worry your time will come and internity shall be yours. You shall have your peace but for now bare what you have.
"Your time has not come" I sigh and say " When will it ever be my time , will it ever will be ? "

She comes closer to my face and gives me a kiss on the cheek and gets up and walks away.
"Time will tell , end of days maybe ? " Not even Death herself has the answers . I am always watching you with darkness comes i shall always be there .
I get up quickly and grab her wrist and pulled her with all my might towards me , like a sling, she comes back to me . I wrap my arm around her waist, I push her closer to me and I kiss this female of the night . It feels real and warm
like a woman , very deep and passionate. We are lost for a minute . Then she pushes me back a bit to catch her breath. She looks at me with a confused but..satisfied look.
Seems to want more but resisting . I look at her with a grin and say i shall embrace the darkness and what ever it holds for me . I shall wait for my peace..
i hope it comes soon . All she does is look at me with a bit of a smile and a nod.

Blackout


The Sun leaks its light thru the blinds wanting in . I awake with a cold sweat in my bed.I Look all around my surroundings and thought to myself "was it a dream ? cant be but how can it be real
at the same time ." More questions then answers run thru my head. I get up and head towards the washroom. I walk by a mirrior . I stop and back track , some thing
had caught my eye , as I look to see. My eyes grew wider at the scene of what i just witnessed.


Black lipstick imprinted on my cheek.